jiesi

www.etsy.com/your/listings im trying to sell  my work now and raise money to go to an art show that my crock got into

please vote for my art work its a new contest to get shown in ny and taipei majiesi.see.me/opencall2011

please vote for my art work. my portfolios at See.Me
MaJiesi.see.me/aw2011

ok its going to be a while befor i update my work. im painting a tarot set. im working on the swords 1st im like in between 4 and 5. i cant wait till its done.

will people see my geinus? do i even have one? i know i cant doupt myself but what will make me famous, i hardly know what im doing and if i  do well i dont realise it. is that ok? i feel so dead again now inside i hope that wont hold me back from what i want. how can i excape this? i just want to be free, do what i want to do, and be happy and not weighed down. depression is making it hard to work and then when i finally lose myself in jrock and my artwork i get interuped by a teacher or something. will i be able to become famous in my life time or would it be after my death?